If you come into my heart

If I go closer, you turn away and run
If I look at you, you only look at the sky
I wonder if you don’t know how I feel
Or you know but you purposely act that way
The time keeps on passing
Even though you pass by me, turn back and pretend not to see me
You are a rainbow that flows like a river in my heart
I would run, I would soar and fly if you come into my heart
Even if I don’t run or chase after butterflies like a child
For a long long time, I would remain by your side
And flow like a river next to you
I would run, I would fly
If you come into my heart

Don't give up

No matter how many times you give up on someone, you turn to them again.
That shows how much you really love them.
It does not show how stupid you are.
It's just you can't.
Cause that person really mean so much to you.
A mother never lose hope on her son.
She believes that her son will be success even he is a drug addict.
Don't give up on someone who mean so so much to you.
Someday, you will find it is worth to wait.
It is worth for somebody that mean so so much to you.

A year

It had been a year I met you.
It had been a year I love you.
It had been a year, and you never know about it.
You never know about my feeling.
You never know and you never care.

-- stupid me --

Wednesday morning

That heartbeat races. 

Like it gonna runaway from my body. 

It's totally insane.

I'm insane while waiting for you. 

Please. 

How can I slow down the heartbeat?

I'm too excited. 

Too scared. 

Too enchanted to meet you. 

I'm gonna be crazy. 

This love makes me crazy.

This love is totally insane. 

But I still want to. 

Angan aku.

Kalau aku boleh jadikan mata aku ni sebagai kamera, aku nak rakam setiap detik kau bercakap. Setiap senyuman yang kau ukir. Setiap tutur kata yang kau lafaz. Kau begitu jelas dalam bayangan mindaku. Tidak sedikit pun kau kabur. Tidak sedikit pun kau cacat. Semuanya terukir indah seperti kau seorang putera raja yang tampan. Ingin aku abadikan kau selamanya dalam kotak cinta ini. Sungguh, kau putera raja yang aku idam idamkan. Selalu.
Aku bukan puteri raja. Aku bukan anak hartawan bukan juga bidadari kayangan. Aku hanya seorang gadis yang mencintai putera raja sepertimu. Sungguh, kau pasti tak berkenan sedikit pun padaku. Sungguh, aku sedar diri. Cukup sekadar kau senyum padaku. Itu sudah buat aku gembira sepanjang hari hariku.

Aku kecewa.

Terlalu ramai yang bercakap guna hati.
Akal yang diberi tak diguna untuk berhujah.
Lantang bersuara seolah kerja menghukum kerja mereka.
Semua yang disampai diterima bulat-bulat tanpa dikaji.
Apalah guna akal jika hanya tahu mengira truss dan calculus.
Jika hukum Tuhan tetap dibuang tepi.
Apalah guna akal jika hanya tahu menyelidik aib manusia.
Sedang kitab al-Quran dibiar berhabuk di sudut bilik.
Siapa kita sibuk nak mencari salah orang.
Salah kita cepat-cepat disorokkan.
Hendak menasihat biarlah berhemah.
Kerana junjungan Muhammad dijadikan teladan.
Hari lahir Baginda baru saja berlalu.
Tapi manusia tetap tak ambil iktibar.
Dipekakkan telinga dibutakan mata.
Mengikut hawa nafsu.
Menurut kata hati yang semakin menhitam.
Jangan disalahkan orang lain.
Salahkan diri sendiri.
Cuba cari satu tempat yang aman.
Ingat balik apa yang telah kita lakukan.
Ingat balik di bumi siapa kita berpijak.
Kembali, selagi hari itu belum tiba.

Best friend.

Best friend.
Is actually someone who always support you when you're down.
Who always make you happy when you're sorrow.
Who use theirselves for you more than you use yourself for them.
Who tells you the truth not lies.
Who care about you when you're sick and not well.
Who not always says i love you but still love you just the way you are.
Who fight for you to protect you and tells your wrong.
A best friend is indeed someone who can bring you close to Allah The Almighty.
You can find thousand of friends but you never can find a truly best friend until you yourself who be the one.
Lets spread the love together.
Lets be a truly best friend to ourselves.